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(let the romance bleed away)

[17 Aug 2007|12:21am]
[ mood | devious ]

bored bored bored she cried so i killed her. i got my wisdom teeth taken out. VIKES!!! im hardcore. im not in that much pain my teeth are sore or what was my teeth is sore if that makes sense. ya nick yanolevich and lou (cant spell his last name) are cool when your drunk and high and are cool when your sober. party soon! ok im done ihave to wash blood off my hands.

(let the romance bleed away)

[06 Aug 2007|01:36pm]
[ mood | quixotic ]

i feel good right now. its awesome. i bought a t shirt and cd yesterday. max should be coming here soon. im thinking about taking drums again. yes... i have nothing else to say.

(3 sliced open veins.. | let the romance bleed away)

[28 Jul 2007|02:00pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

fuck shit. did you know how you you would move me? i dont think so. the moments magic swept us away. its so close but were so far away. shit im in a band anymore it sucks music is my life. but when people want to change things and cant leave them alone. and want to paint guitars and be about image.fuck image. its not a fucking fashion statement. o well i fully support the band. in every way its not gonna be the same looking at differnt people while playing. i dont think i could play without one of friends there with me.

(1 sliced open veins.. | let the romance bleed away)

[25 Jul 2007|12:05am]
[ mood | groggy ]

i just ripped off a scab i hurt alittle. my phone is off. im really bored. someone should hang out with me. i went skating the other day for the first time in months it was cool. i cant wait for fall.

(2 sliced open veins.. | let the romance bleed away)

[22 Jul 2007|12:51am]
[ mood | numb ]

this summer sucks. i miss fall. i wish things were like old times.

(2 sliced open veins.. | let the romance bleed away)

[08 Jul 2007|12:37pm]
[ mood | bored ]

wow its been forever since ive updated this. i might start doing it again. today i went to a party played a shitty set and took a walk that was it

(1 sliced open veins.. | let the romance bleed away)

[23 Feb 2006|07:42am]
[ mood | happy ]

its been a long time since ive updated this. im sitting next to ashley perdue...shes so hot i love her. im grounded right now and it sucks because progress reports are coming out this week and im still grounded for my report card.
my parents are to hard on me alot of the time i manage to have a C average and they still ground me when they ask me to get c's. ashley and i are going to get married someday. just so you know ashley likes sex drugs and coco. and making sweet sweet love to Bobby! she wrote that . ooo ya. i think cj ed ryan max and i are going to do battle of the bands. i dont know what songs were going to do. i think we might do cute without the e by taking back sunday or bloody romance by senses fail. we have to practice alot though. max is singing im lead guitar cj is rythem ed is drums and ryan is bass. i got a jagstaaaaaaaang. i have the best guitar of all my friends. there is still 20 minutes left of class and im bored i think im gonna stop writting.


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god is gay. [02 Dec 2005|09:51pm]
today was a steressful day. ed got shitfaced. he was so drunk he told his mom. that was basicly my day. well ill tell you about school. i love 1st period i could sleep. 2nd i could take baby naps but mr williams wakes me up by yelling BOBBY!!! get with the program! its kinda funny. the past few days ive been a baby. ive wanted to cry over so many things. like one reason is because i miss ryan. we were such good friends and now all he does is hang out with his new friends and skate. fun. hmmm i have nothing else to write about. yessssss tommorow is friday.


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[14 Nov 2005|06:11pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]

Im at Britta3000's house

she put this amazing icon on this thing and its the used and it rocks

i love brittany


=)

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(let the romance bleed away)

[14 Nov 2004|06:11pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]

Im at Britta3000's house

she put this amazing icon on this thing and its the used and it rocks

i love brittany


=)

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(3 sliced open veins.. | let the romance bleed away)

[01 Nov 2004|08:39pm]
[ mood | good ]

i havnt updated in along time. ive wanted to write in my other journal for so long but i havnt had the time. i miss writing poems and music. im gonna do all of that tonight. im reading the perks of being a wallflower. its ok i have to read more of it. im also reading some jonah black book that brittany let me borrow. everyone makes fun of me because they say its a girl book. i dont care i like it. GUESS WHAT!!! im on the diving team. and ive also quit smoking and im doing good in school. i rool!!! ive been so proud of myself lately. its great i feel like nothing can hurt me or anything like that. this girl in my chorus class burned me 3 cds but i cant spell her name but she knows who she is. i think its spelled maxien maxein i dont know. i bought 2 cds this weekend. i bought both senses fail cds. there good i like them. i also got new shoes there DVS. i skated with them once there good i like them. did you ever want somthing really bad and you knew you could get it easily and it would be there right in front of you someday but then somthing say no you cant do it. ya it happend to me today. i missed writing in this ill try and do it more often. thats about it. i have nothing more to say i need to get an icon for this if anyone has any good ones that they think i should put up tell me. comment on this i havnt got one in awhile. and everyone seems to be doing this memorie thing so i guess ill do it because im always getting yelled at for not doing things that everyone else is doing. so post your favorite memorie of me.


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(let the romance bleed away)

hmmm [11 Oct 2004|09:38pm]
[ mood | quixotic ]

today was a half day and it sucked fo alittle bit i felt sick like hungover sick i went to the nurse but i felt like a baby so i said i felt better and left. right now im watching home alone and i really like this movie and i havent seen it in years. anyway britt came over my house after school today and i had fun. we cuddled in my bed and it was nice i loved it. then i waited fo my dad to get home because i was watching my brother so britt waied fo me at the bottom of the road and we walked to beccas. on the way we stoped by ericas house and decided to go in the woods. we tickeled each other and talked. then we saw steff wave to us and becca shane (beccas man) derek and steff were there we hung out wuth them fo awhile. derek is a pretty cool cat i didnt know if i would like him but i do......we hugged :-D today was fun. i hope i feel better tommorow i felt like sheiot today. well im gonna stop writing and watch home alone peace.


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(let the romance bleed away)

ooooo man [09 Oct 2004|10:49pm]
[ mood | loved ]

brittany you are the most amazingest person ever. were gonna get married and have lots of babas.
today was fun i went to my grandparents house and i pulled weeds and got 20 bucks fo it. so i bought a nirvana cd. when i was coming home i saw a whole bunch of people by eds house. so i went down and ed,eric,cj,britta and corrine were there. cj is being a chink and looking at what i am writing.anyway britt and i had an amazing night i wont go into detail but it was amazing. i love her so much tonight im sleeping over eds. i dont know what im gonna do i dont have my stuff i like to sleep with.well im gonna go.


i love you britta


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(2 sliced open veins.. | let the romance bleed away)

[28 Sep 2004|08:27pm]
[ mood | high ]

Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.

(1 sliced open veins.. | let the romance bleed away)

I still am empty. [26 Sep 2004|09:17pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Today got so much better. I went to Jennas and hadso much fun. Becca and Jenna made me feel so much better. When I first got there it was just Jenna and I we chilled and talked about shit and it was all good. Then becca came over. Jenna and I were reading about animals and the differnt names for poop. I dont think Becca wanted to. After that we chilled some more and then we painted. Jenna made this thing with a bleeding heart, Becca was making a gay pride rainbow, and i made a hung heart( the cover of the used new album). Becca had to leave so then it was just Jenna and I. We did all this cool stuff to jennas picture we made it better. Its called "vagina" After that we talked some more then Jennas dada gave me a ride home. And hur I am now typing this. Today sucked and rooled.


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it was so deep that it didnt even bleed. [26 Sep 2004|01:48pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

this week was so bad. i got detention, i cant stop smoking, i havnt felt right. ive been depressed. ill be fine pretending im not. but o man im shaking. fuck. it would be amazing if people could go back in time and change things. everyone i think wishes that right now i would go back into my moms womb and strangle myself. ok not really but somtimes i wish i could. its all that ive got. forget i evn wrote this

(let the romance bleed away)

[24 Sep 2004|07:13pm]
[ mood | predatory ]

I'm lying to myself
And this dagger is my excuse
I'm apalled
I should have paid up
And I left an hour late
I was laid up

I must abuse myself
I'm against all that I've made up
Set in stone, the sun will come
And I hate light
You know I hate light
Dont make it look so pretty burning

Burn the sun
Burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away

I must have caught something
In the heat of all these dances
I'm a worm with no more chances
And I've lost all doubt
In a chemical romance

I guess I'm bitching
At the thoughts of tarnished hope
It's kind of funny
The only feeling
I'm not in love
You know it's not love
Don't make it look so pretty burning

Burn the sun
Burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away

Burn the sun
Burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away

Brothers and sisters
I'm right here with you
Cause everyone's got one
I started to kill me
I'm so apathetic in my resentment
Living, loving, knowing this...

Take my hand
Take my hand
Take my hand
Take my hand

Take my hand
Take my hand
Take my hand
Take my hand

Take my life

Take my heart
Take my mind
Take my life

Take my life

Burned inside
Burned alive
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away

Burned inside
Burned alive
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take my life
Take my life

(1 sliced open veins.. | let the romance bleed away)

jsnfhsfuy [18 Sep 2004|09:16pm]
[ mood | loved ]

i havent updated in a while. well brittany was just over i miss her already i just called but no one picked up. i love being with her. shes so amazing. ummm yesterday i went over ryans with britt and her bro ryan and i skated for a while then we went to the bowling ally britt and i played pool... i won haha. i have to admit though she probably would have won i havnt played since july. after that we went back to ryans and hung out for a while then britts momma took nick and i home o ya we saw nick at the bowling ally. today i had my drum lesson :-/ he said i need to practice more or hes gonna drop me. usally im shy around him im always shy around people i dont know to well. but i couldnt like look at him. i felt bad. it was werid i would play and he would be like ya ya thats great keep it going and like 2 minutes later when i was almost done with the song i would mess up. it sucked. i didnt skate that much today. it was cold. fall is almost hur i cant wait halloween is coming up and thats my favorite holiday i love fall. to me its the season of love. i love seeing the leaves fall. well i think im done writing for now ill try and update more. i love you brittany!!


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i took some quizes [09 Sep 2004|04:06pm]

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Your dreams are usually full in color but barely any sound
Percentage of dreams involving sex - 62%
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i was bored


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[07 Sep 2004|03:34pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

i havent updated in awhile. im thinkng about not writing in this anymore no one reads it or comments in it.
I dont remember the days that all this shit happend but.
on saturday nick cj and i went to the dome. i tried the 6 foot but didnt land it. i didnt bend my knees so i fell off because of the impact. later that night ryan came over and we had chinese fooo000d it was good. alright i cant pretend to be happy.im hearing so many things and not knowing what is true. its not a big deal but i would like to know the truth maybe someone knows what im talking about im not gonna say it. ive felt bad since i heard it and i dont know what to do. fuck. i dont know if i could trust this person or belive what they say. im done



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